A formerly independent New Yorker, I have come to rely upon companionship. Tonight I find myself facing a concert without anyone to join me and it has thrown me in a tizzy. Ultimately, because I can't find anyone to come with me, I have to face that I am alone in the city. Despite feeling connected and having friends, I once again have to admit that it's me against the world.
Of course, while writing this I admit to myself that I have had very little sleep over the past few days so I am of course being overly melodramatic and ridiculous but that does not stop my feelings from pervading my every thought.
I feel alone. I am alone. I am alone because I have lost myself.
Tonight I will find myself again. I will recenter. I will remember who I am and where I am going. No distractions.
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